Last time I cried about two weeks ago, Friday it was, after a long and exhausting week. Small things were accumulating and after a training with my friends, where I had an argument with a guy who really annoys me, on the way to the shop after all of that I just started crying, because I couldn't stand that anymore. I started breathing normally, went to the shop, bought what I wanted to to and started crying again, all the way to my house.
Luckily it was dark and probably nobody had seen it.
Crying lots right now...no specific event, just sad I guess. I'm feeling really low and depressed right now and it's really exhausting, but I'm getting a reasonable amount of sleep so that's good. I'm kind of spiraling into old destructive habits and I know I am but I don't have a lot of energy to fight it. Oh foey, mental health is quite frustrating at times! Why I can't I just be okay? I'm trying so hard dang it!
Hmm...that's enough complaining. Tomorrow is a new day to learn and gain perspective.
skype can be good for keeping in touch if you both have computer cameras..that way you can still have conversations and they can see you..when you come home for breaks they will be super excited to see you and will be like you never left..lol..they grow and change so darn fast when they are little..
this one got me this morning. Touched me in places of my heart I didn't know needed to hear an apology, sincerity and commitment to love. Please watch this manifesto/love letter/apology to all women by conscious men. I love them for saying this, and loving us all back.
yesterday. i just broke up with my boyfriend but i didnt want to. it was one of those things where you love someone very much but theres no future with them...he has 4 kids and a vasectomy. i think that kind of spells it out right there. pretty upsetting.
ssucks when love isnt enough.