i tried out for the talent show last friday and i find out today if i made it or not.

im sooooo nervous!!!!!!! wish me luck.

my hoop has been the only thing really keeping me going lately and for me going up and showing everyone how i have fun with it was a blast! im the only hoop dancer in my school and it felt wonderful showing the judges something they have never seen before!!! what a rush!!!! i just hope it was good enough to get it!!!!!

for a while i had an issue with my weight.. was never skinny enough or anything.. i even lost 20-25 pounds in the course of one summer... my mom has been extremly worried and then i started hooping... i never feel disgusted when i eat now. i am actually starting to love my body. it makes me feel so great about myself. im even getting comfortable with just hooping with others looking wearing just a sports bra and shorts. so dear hoop of mine thank you! i think you saved me from becoming a…  

ugh.. life has a way of when things get down they go waaaaaaaay down... i have to move..either in with my best friend nona..(so i can graduate from here) or an hour away from everyone i know and love here... i just want to curl up in to a corner and cry... its even effected my hooping.. i picked it up after packing and i just couldnt get motivated to do anything... dont know if its the mood im in or what. when i get home and finish packing some more im going to try it again.... im praying that…  

i got hurt hooping... not that big of a deal in my eyes... but my bf is determind to make me stop hooping. he is protective over me so much that anything that hurts me is atomaticaly taken away... how do i make him understand that the pain doesnt bother me. that all i want is to perfect a trick. and if i get hurt doing it then let me do my thing... i know i get bruises and yeah i got scraped by my hoop but all of this will help me in the long run.. one day i hope to make him understand that…