hey grrl:) how goes it? still planning on coming here for nye?

i totally dont have yr number. mine is the same 7857668122. i have a landline/fax here for work that is local 3036327820. that is wayy too cool. i didnt know you performed! i mean i knew around lawrence and kc, but i guess i figured someone as busy as you wouldnt have time. everyone seems to be superwoman compared to me. i have no energy for nothing it seems...everyone i know is a parent works full time has time for family and friends and socializing and me time...i dont know how you do it..oh yeah and being rad at many skills..im humbled:)

i would LOVE to see a friendly face! maybe that is where we should spend our nye. where and what did you say it was again? an eoto show?

Thank you for your friendship! Bless bless bless :)

well that is just cool! i guess that explains why the dance portion of yr hoopdance is always so beautiful and graceful! I never took dance in my life. In fact my only memories of dancing were with my mom and sis in our kitchen and we would always end up crying laughing on the floor because we were so goofy and akward;) i loved that~

yeah moving makes it tricky, but really what is killing my heart is not having my baby dogs with me. my ex husband is being really great about the desire to share them, but this place we rented is staunchly anti dog. When I get up the nerve I want to go speak with them and offer them a huge non refundable deposit in hopes they will go for it. Its been two weeks and I am already dying of heartbreak with out my boys. They are my favorite and most loved beings on this planet. So that is the bulk of my current difficulty.

Last weekend I totally ordered a fetal doppler which Im hoping will come in the mail tomorrow! How cool is that? It comes with the gel and everything! I wanna hear it as much as possible, that makes it way cooler;)

So how is yr recovery going?

I live in denver now, yes ma'am:) And am 17 weeks prg now! Sometimes when I lay down i can feel the little critter kickin around. Last tuesday was my orientation and first appt at the mountain midwifery center here and when we listened to the heartbeat we heard a kick and two swipes...sounds like a little ninja grrl ro me:) Im hoping for a grrl. The nausea is mostly gone, so that is way happy. Im super tired all the time and pretty sad about leaving my life...but I went to an apothecary yesterday to pick up some preg teas and a few books, so i am trying to find a better outlook~ My emotions are way wild and Im finding it difficult to navigate or trust their waters. And Im so dizzy I can't hoop, but I really have no energy or desire to do anything physical...I am going to try and focus on bringing up my protein intake. I dont eat much..so that could be the culprit:) I am so glad only my fb got hacked and not my hoopcity..i love watching vids, esp of you and being inspired to love and play~ Thank you for being you!