~~~~praise life and utilize mediation~~~~
i wake up in the middle of the night to syrupy thick thoughts of you. intense desire to feel your hands on me gripping my skin like the pantleg of the warden who will set you free, i listen to your lustful pleas... now hear me. feel my flow as our root chakras explode, expanding out exponentially allowing me to taste whats free, in this life, at least. we all have needs and right now mine is you. and you are me in this explosive fantasy...life is a cycle of destruction/creation. i wanna feel your physical impatience...under my skin, pulsing in time with the tune of my heart, making love is Our art. you show me what skin is meant for and what honor means in this late night scene. so we turn off our heads and allow love in this bed, cradling body parts of this relationship we've created, this hook and line is baited, now lets turn off the lights and get elated...your body gets mine high, when you simply brush by, so i toss out my hand and connect with you, grab my man...to slow down our day and enjoy the sensual play, its good to have no words sometimes and just let skin speak your rhymes..so i kiss and embrace, you look. hold my face...this is a connection on another plane, we like to exist there so we stay in side eachothers eyes and allow the love in our hearts to push out threw our hands...and we lustfully dance, change rhythmes, slow up the tempo.stop, then rewind. play it all back to truly enjoy our time, here on this planet we exist in skin. the energy of this life will one day change form..so i respect the body and all the joyful lessons it has to teach about boundaries, love, and the blurring of these........
Natalie McAnulla's Journal
Posted on May 28, 2011 at 2:30pm
i bought and spun the first hoop of my adult life in March of 2010. alot heavy shit just went down and i was looking for a way out of my head and into my body, i wanted to move and feel life. the college town i lived in has had a hoop troupe the whole time i've lived there, they would randomly and awesomely show up everywhere, poetry readings, partys, parades...so I knew the hoopin life existed.
I was runnin my store, kixin it in my office when ziggy the hoop dancer came in to talk…
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Posted on December 9, 2010 at 6:58pm
there is way too much going on. and i constantly feel like i'm not doing enough. i am 16 weeks pregnant, constantly tired and had to moved to another state to live with my boyfriend. that took up all my savings, and energy. the herb shop i own is still back home in lawrence, so i also have the added stress of figuring out how to run my store remotely, travel back there regularly, unpack and figure out how to drive around this very traffic congested city in my $800 piece of crap…