So as in excer-size ;) in loving my body, I made a video of me hooping in my skivvies. I wont post it, because I don't want that video to be the one that gets a lot of hits (and trust me, it would. Because it would be like tons of neckbeards somewhere"OMFG, THIS SUPER FAT CHICK IN HER UNDERWEAR, LET'S POST COMMENTS ON YOUTUBE AND TELL HER SHE IS FAT, JUST IN CASE SHE DOESN'T KNOW! LAWL")

But, anyways, I love watching it! I am having so much fun and I am rocking the hell out,…

Wow. 

My life has changed so much in the last few weeks.

First, I am now a single lady. That is right. My partner of 9 years and I decided to go on our own paths from now on. I am a little sad, but holding up. I don't know what to do with myself! Trying to divide up 9 years of life together is hard work, but we are going at this as best friends, and I am optimistic. 

Second, the sun came out. This means I can now hoop outside, go to the park,…

Last night I was at a concert for my favorite band, Tricky Pixie.

There were people with flow toys and people just dancing, but I just sat in my chair. Half the audience was dancing, everyone was in costume.. and I just felt embarrassed. "If I only had my hoop.. then I would know how to dance." Don't get me wrong, I know how to dance.. but my dancing is more like "bump n grind" then like, dancing to spiritual, fun, sexy, touching music. Ya know? heh.

Maybe it…

I have no idea how to make a routine. Can someone give some pointers? How my videos usually work out is me trying to pull together tons of stuff that I know how to do, and none of it looking very polished.

I don't know the first steps in making up my own dance routine. It was so much easier when I could just copy the World hoop Day dance :P

I am trying to nail the "rolling over the backs of the arms" trick, and I got this cool neck flip up thing.. I want to show…