I’m not much of a blogger…
… Whatever that means, but I would like to vent.
First, I’m pretty happy because I had the opportunity to play with my hoop-stuff-stash. It’s been a while since I made some hoops & I LOVE making hoops just as much as the next hopeless-hooping romantic… So THANK YOU kind souls out there who asked me to make them a hoop because… it means a lot to me. I get happy just as the thought of the “loads of giggles” that are about to spin there way into their life.
Anyway, aside from my hoop-happy moment, I got the “no money blues.”
I feel like I’m working 24/7 & there’s no money coming in because its already spent. I paid rent with my last paycheck and I’m already late with my car insurance-stupid late fee… So next paycheck, I definitely have to pay that, the phone bill, the internet bill, & I HOW I MISS! splurging at the grocery store. *sigh* My fridge looks like a ghost town, which is sad for someone who loves cooking. i.e. As much as I love to buy a combination of the red, orange, yellow & green bell-peppers, it’s only green bell peppers for me (since they’re the cheapest).
Blah, I know no one said life would be easy but I didn’t expect it to be so expensive. Whatever… Truth is, at this particular moment, I’m just frustrated that I don’t have extra cash lying around to buy more hoop making supplies; bummer. Especially now that I’m dying to invest in learning how to make my own little pair of LED minis. Yeah… I’m trying my best to be responsible but its just not fun! Especially since I’m one of those 24/7-responsible people. In a word, BORING.
I’m just venting… At least I have a job, an awesome job, to help me keep up with these bills. I know… just concentrate on the silver lining. I’m prone to falling trap to negative downward spirals but that’s why I hoop-it literally pulls me out of my emotional spells.
I guess that’s what a hobby is… a distraction to keep my emotional spells at bay; an escape from my everyday mundane ways:
1. Work
2. Clean
3. Cook
4. Sleep so I can be “alive” @ Work.
But HOOPING… its crazy… Although I don’t hoop as often as I would like, due to various reasons… I’m constantly relating my life to “hooping.” Again, as any hopeless-hooping romantic would know… that “always thinking about hooping.” I love indulging in other people’s hoopy lives; I love it: the escape for my brain.
Shout to HoopCity Community www.hoopcity.ca peeps!
On that note, I gotta go back to CLEANING. Two dogs & a kitty is a handful to keep up with: My peeogs, Jazzy-Belle, Sensi-Bello, & Milky-Bello. You’ll most likely hear a lot more about them…
Anyway, thanks for tuning in for another sappy diary entry out of my WhirlWind memoirs.