Did anyone else feel this way?  Ever???  I'm fighting it and usually push through it but I certainly don't like it.

Every Friday night I head out to drum circle and I bring my hoops. I like to hoop to the beat of the drums or anywhere there is music for that matter.  But I'm feeling so anxious because I know a lot of the hoopers that are going tonight are awesome.  They move so beautifully.  

I need to be around them to learn more and become more comfortable...and I will. I'm thinking about asking a few them if they mind if I tag along more often.  You know, get myself out of the comfort zone to get into the comfort zone.

I love my hoops, so I'm off to get ready.  I will hoop tonight and hopefully after a while and warming up - I'll be just fine.  I want to smack myself for feeling like this - it's so not where I want to be.  That's probably why I spend so much time hooping alone....must.fix.this.

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Comment by Shanna Sweet on April 6, 2012 at 5:05pm

Ha ALL THE TIME!!! Okay well not all the time, but definitely around more experienced/fluid hoopers. The last time was about 2 months ago and I was selling them @ this festival and this one hooper was using my demo and she was SO incredible with all these really smooth reversals and isolations. In my head I was like "OMG I can never hoop in public again". Then I had another drink  

Really though, I hoop alone a lot too and I've found it's helped my confidence a lot just being able to watch myself, and all I have is like a sliding glass door. I'm still too chicken to make a video though...

Comment by Lindan on April 7, 2012 at 10:40pm

Today was my first day hooping in front of the person that got me interested in it since I'm just starting and she's been doing it over a year.  Once I got into it I was okay.  She was actually a little on edge too because she hadn't really hooped a lot lately.  I think people will feel that way no matter how experienced.  It's definitely a normal feeling.


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Comment by Ayla Hammons on April 8, 2012 at 1:41am
I felt that way when I went to burning man last year( first year going as a hooper) I went to a hoopjam and while there ther were so many awesome hoopers there I was really nervous, I didn't really know many tricks, but I picked up one legged hooping(which I had been working on) after getting the courage to ask a girl to show me how she did it.
I learned to much in the couple hours I was at the jam, and this one guy came up to me and said ' I've been sitting across the street just watching you with some of my friends I just wanted to let you know you move really well'
I almost balked at him, I mean there were all these awesome and experienced hoopers and he was watching me?!
Then I realized what an Awsome compliment it was, nobody moves like me. Only I move like me, and even if it only ever speaks to that one person. Fuck it, it makes me feel awsome.
So I guess I'm saying. Just let go and groove, It dosent matter, somebody will always be a more experienced hooper than you. Remember we are our own worst critics. Somebody watching likes the way you move- even if they don't always come up and say it.
Comment by Hillary on April 8, 2012 at 12:09pm

Girl you are singing my song!  The only public hooping I do is at work, where I find a hiding spot and practice.  I never get to hoop with other hoopers.  :-(

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