Did anyone else feel this way? Ever??? I'm fighting it and usually push through it but I certainly don't like it.
Every Friday night I head out to drum circle and I bring my hoops. I like to hoop to the beat of the drums or anywhere there is music for that matter. But I'm feeling so anxious because I know a lot of the hoopers that are going tonight are awesome. They move so beautifully.
I need to be around them to learn more and become more comfortable...and I will. I'm thinking about asking a few them if they mind if I tag along more often. You know, get myself out of the comfort zone to get into the comfort zone.
I love my hoops, so I'm off to get ready. I will hoop tonight and hopefully after a while and warming up - I'll be just fine. I want to smack myself for feeling like this - it's so not where I want to be. That's probably why I spend so much time hooping alone....must.fix.this.