Karma is A strange thing.. I Think I'm A good person, I try hard to be good, and nice and caring, I just don't understand why everything in my life is going to shit. School is so stressful, I thought going to school was going to make things easyer for me, but i keep getting shit on. one thing after another, I graduate Oct. 25th... and its bullshit because I wont be licensed in oregon until at LEAST late january.. :(  I've been looking for jobs in Vancouver, and I cant find any, they are all in tacoma and Seattle..  I cant wait until January.. its not finically possible.. I NEED to be working, I NEED to get A place to live, I need to have money to survive. and I just keep getting screwed. why must things be so difficult for me, Its not fair, I'm trying really hard to succeed but but I keep getting dealt the crappy cards.I need to be working... its not fair.. Its f'd up... stressing out like this is making me sick.. I cant stand it anymore. but I don't know what to do anymore. cause its one thing after another, nothing good ever seems to come out of anything that I do.. Its all just one big epic fail.